I have been in this line for million times

 I don't know to say, I try not to fall those tricks over and over again but everytime I fail... I don't know why. I never forgive and forget, then why do I do that? I just wanted to hear and I did. You knpw the feeling that your insides burn, your heart wants to stop or starts to pound very very slowly it makes you crazy. You feel like you can't take it anymore...