Have a nice little pat on the back!

Well kiddo! I think just this once, you finally up to something. You're finally doing it. You're in the game again. And you know what? It's because you're awesum darlin', my sweet pie, my big child who'll never grow up, ever! Keep up the good work, sweety and now I'm giving you A NICE LITTLE PAT ON YOUR BACK! AND A VERY AWESUMEST VIRTUAL HIGH FIVE! You earned it kiddo. Use it well... And also no matter what I frickin love you and your spirit by heart. My awesum hooman.

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